AssaultDeMae

It always ends the same. I gave you all my heart just to watch it get thrown away. It takes a toll on my soul, because I'm starting to believe that love's just a game we play. Is it all just a game? One day I'll heal but I'll be covered in scars, and I'll never forget watching it all fall apart when you finally came clean about the lies and the games that you played from the start. It's like every second we spent together is always on repeat in the back of my mind. What was I thinking when I gave you my life? You knew it would end. You knew this would die. You made me so insecure and unsure of everything I thought was real. I just wish I

1. What's a nickname only your family calls you? Hay Ray. 2. Your dream vacation? No where, I dislike travel. 3. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Kill them with kindness. 4. What do you want to know about the future? Who my soulmate is so I can stop wasting time. 5. Do you collect anything? Cats. 6. What did you used to wear that you thought was cool but now you realize it wasn't that hot? Colored skinny jeans, band tee's, etc. 7. How old were you when you first learned to blow a bubblegum bubble? I think around fourth grade. 8. What's one food you can not live without? Mashed potatoes. 9. Would you rat

 I miss you very much. Sometimes I look at our past messages and I cry thinking to myself how nice it was when you were around. You know what I hate? Florida. It's changed you, I hardly know you anymore. You went from a sweet, innocent guy to someone the complete opposite of that. What happened? You say it's to block out the memories, the pain, me. You're everything I have ever wanted and I will never stop wondering how I got so lucky as to be loved by you. It would be more than amazing if you still had those feelings towards me, but you don't. They've vanished just as quickly as they were formed. It hurts to know you've blocked me out of you